A serious one. Not that they aren't all serious but some of the messages are happy ones, encouraging ones. No one likes to be told things are their own fault :( I know that these are messages that God gave to help me through my situations but I hope that by sharing them online He will lead someone else to read them at a time that is helpful to them. I see that some people do stumble along here every now and again. I hope that you leave with a sense of His love.

This situation you are in is partly of your own making. You cut people out - turn them away. You build up walls and fortresses then wonder why no one will try to get in. You make it too hard. Those who have made the effort are worth hanging on to. They took years to get to know you. How many busy people have years to devote to one person? You need to give more back. Offer up yourself and seek to know them. I know you are going through a dry patch with church at the moment but do not despair. People are preoccupied. Give them a chance and they will come to see the bright shining star that is you dear child. Your friendships don't need to be all in one place. Your worship does not need to be all in one house. You are not meant to be all alone but remember that friendship and devotion go two ways. Wait it out - things will get better.

Once again I have been very slack. My apologies. Today I want to share with you a message I asked for and received on New Years. I asked God to tell me what was coming in 2014. I asked for His blessing upon the coming year. This is what He said:

2013 is behind you now dear child. Dear one. 2014 is upon you. Are you ready? You have asked for a blessing for the oncoming year. You have my blessing. You always have my love. What you desire is revelation. Are you ready to hear? I know what you desire for this year. You have written goals and set events in motion. Do you want to know which you shall achieve and which shall be abandoned? Do you wish to know your joys and heartbreaks before they occur? I could tell you. I could give you visions and insights but would they be helpful? No dear child. Such gifts are not for you. You are not yet equipped to deal with such foreknowledge. For you though I shall share this. This year will bring you much joy, adventure, tears and smiles. You shall study and find success. You will discover love though it shall come unexpectedly. There will be much change though some will come painfully. I shall be with you always. I shall remain constant. Do not go looking at star signs and false prophecies for glimpses of the future. I have been there and it is usually best for you not to know. I shall tell you what is necessary. For now I shall tell you no more. This is your life and it is made to be lived. Just remember that you are my daughter and you are blessed. Enjoy this coming year. Seek me and seek others. Share this time with your brothers and sisters in faith. You are eternally mine dear daughter. Remember.